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Back injuries are THE WORST ! I’ve neglected my little corner on the web for too long. More randomness soon.

Au revoir 2008

Ahh New Year’s Eve…I used to love NYE, but over the last 9 or 10 years they’ve been pretty underwhelming and at times absolutely awful.   This year is a big fat ehhhhhhhh.   Ehhhh must by a constant theme as it was very much the feeling for me for 2008.  I have a lot of stuff I just need to let go of.   We’ll see how it goes.

On a positive note I feel I’ve prepared well for 2009.   I have decided that I want to lose at least 15 pounds this year.  Usually when I give myself the fifteen pound challenge I have a big event coming up that I need to look fabulous for and I give myself a completely unrealistic time frame (oh say three days).   I purchased a new scale today (my old one was analong and was fidgety) a new yoga mat, weights and this really cool balance thingy.   I feel like I’m prepped to take on my eating issues….I say that as I’m cooking a CPK pizza…hey I’m saying goodbye to the bad eating habits, I still have an hour and a half left!

I hope 2009 is great for you, Happy New Year!

my abs hurt..

…and it feels so good.  In all honesty there is no greater feeling than abs that ache the day after a good workout….thank you pilates!  I wish I could say that I am the epitome of fitness, but sadly it’s simply a week where I’ve decided to become active again.   I have issues, to say the least, with working out and fitness in general.  I’m certainly not making myself any promises with this latest burst of activity…but I’ll smile everytime I shift and feel the pain in my abs.

This has to be at least the tenth blog I’ve started.  I was a faithful myspace blogger, but as I’m slowly retreating from the land of me space, so too is my blogging on the space.  Does anyone ready my blogs?  No, not really.  Does anyone care what I have to say?  No, not really.   Would it be cool if I had a faithful following?  Absolutely, but even I am not jaded enough to buy into that.   I don’t know why I like to “blog” (I seriously hate that word) but I find it calming, and that suits me just fine.

I made a seriously dreadful dinner tonight.  I am blessed with a loving man who is more than happy to cook amazing meals for me, but I know deep down inside he wishes I was a redheaded Racheal Ray.  I decided to attempt a yummy meal, and it turned out to be several plates of tough bland ick.  I’ll let him stick to cooking for now and I’ll simply taste.

Alright, it’s Reiki time….there is no other way to drift off to sleep…I’ll save my Reiki|Energy Healing|Relaxation obsession for another time.